it annoys me that because my parents didn't have the opportunity to take foreign languages (besides english), they become so sad when we discuss my not continuing with japanese.
in high school, i took four years of japanese and was pretty good for my level. everyone who goes through high school has to take a foreign language and i'm sure 99% of them lose it after that. there are weird placement test issues with my taking japanese further, so i'm not even sure if i can unless i do an oral interview, which i would be so poorly prepared for since i haven't done japanese in a year and a half, and i can't take any classes lower than 2A because my AP test gives me credit up until there and you can't take lower classes for a grade. i would be taking lower classes for pure knowledge, and languages are too big of a time commitment to take for pure knowledge at this point. not to mention it wouldn't even fit in my schedule for winter.
it just bothers me that they consider it such a disappointing loss, that i am ~throwing away four years of a language~. way to make me feel bad about something i don't have time to take right now, nor am i even sure if i could end up really taking? how i about i first focus on getting into a major that doesn't bore me to tears, and then we can talk about my resuming a language i'll have been out of practice with for over two years?
(if anyone cares about the japanese dilemma, it's because i took the AP test, and am therefore placed in 2A. however, before my first year, the japanese department wanted everyone possibly enrolling to take the placement test, so i took it when i was down in socal for orientation. i got 2A. but, there was also an oral section, and they wanted people to come at a later date for the oral part. i live in norcal, and they fucking wanted me to go visit socal just to take that test? fuck that. so i never did. so, if i wanted to take japanese now, i'm not sure if i'd have to take the oral test, and i definitely would not be prepared for it if i do. and i can't just take 1B or 1C to relearn japanese, because i can't take those classes for a grade, so i'd be dedicating that much time for pure knowledge. also, you can only take 20 units without needing permission. a normal class is 4 units, language classes are 5. so, i can't take the normal four classes in addition to japanese because that'd be 21 units. i'd have to take three classes for grades and japanese, which would slow my university progress.)